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|| 2002-08-24 ||
I'm trying to gain control of my life at the moment. I hate the fucking military, it really does blow..don't join unless you are ready to give up having a life.. I mean i do have a life, but it's not entirely made up of my choices.I'm in Greece, I want to stay in Greece, but if i do, i have to extend another six months or stuck going some where shitty. I want to get out of the military, but there are only few options to do that and each one has its consequences.
I'm currently single, but not single. I'm stuck on one person who i refuse to get over at the moment. And this person tells me to move on, but spies when i try.
Sweet words are going to destroy me, but for now it's too late, i'm addicted.
I feel fine really... who's knows what the hell i'm going to do. I know i can't keep doing this for the next three years.. i need total control of my life and total freedom to live any type of lifestyle i choose.
I think i've already made a decision, time will tell when i act act on it. And money too. Always money.
So that's it. thats me now...
