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Maybe its just one of those things, you know, where you just want to be recognized by the people around you. You just want them to walk up to you with a smile on their face and say, "Hey, you're coming to my party right?"In the real world, the only way to go to a party is to be invited. An invitation is the key to happiness. Because in reality they aren't just inviting you to their party, they're saying, "We really like you and want you around."
That means something. To be liked. Because if people don't like you, you're nothing.
I didn't make the rules, i'm just forced to live by them. Society is a hole filled with things collected by a pack rat. A little bit of shit here, a lot more drama there. I think i've learned to deal with it.
It's all about choosing what kind of candy you like best. Choices. When i was little it would take me hours to decide one little thing. It would annoy the hell out of my parents, but what they didn't know was that it wasn't just about what i wanted. It was about what i wanted and if that was the right thing for me. With every decision we make there is a circumstance, and that circumstance can be negative or positive. so why just reach in the grab bag and pull something out. It might be poison, and it could kill you.
If you're going to play the game, you have to play it with strategy. And then their comes more choices. What to do, and what will happen next after that.
Mystery. It's all a question, a puzzle.
